Will blogging help?

It has been a long eight months since our world went crazy. And, I have to admit, I haven't liked it that much. Over the Thanksgiving holiday, my Mom told me that she keeps checking my blog to see if I have updated it. She said that when I update my blog it will let her know that I am out of my funk. Yep...I am in a funk. I haven't blogged because I don't like to be depressing to other people. My goal has always been to be the encourager to those around me. Unfortunately, I haven't done much encouraging lately. But, what I realize is that I have missed out on almost 8 months of life. I have trudged forward, putting one foot in front of the other, continuing on with "normal life" as best as I can, questioning things and not trusting myself to make a decision. I try to keep loving and laughing, but then the night-time comes and the tears flood my eyes....


So many amazing things have happened, but they all seem to be clouded by the reality of us not knowing what we are doing, where we are going, what our purpose is, or if we will ever see the end of this road. Everyone we see says to be patient, they quote "they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength...Is. 40:31", tells us that better things are in store, and encourage us to keep doing what we have always done....trust!

So, I will continue to be the person I am. I will keep loving, laughing and enjoying my sweet family God has given to me. And....maybe, just maybe, start blogging again...it just might help!